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104 I still can't drive upon an accident without feeling a profound emptiness in the pit of my gut. I immediately pray for their soul and then I pray for their mother. I feel a connection with a mother who has been through what I have been through, and although I have buried my grandparents and I miss them so much, I believe the loss of your child is the worst loss you can endure. Your child is gone and you are helpless, there is nothing you can ever do to com- pletely recover from it. It totally disrupts any normalcy in your life. I have learned so much from my experience and I am eager to use it to the most benefit for others. I know some things in life we take for granted every day can be permanently removed suddenly without warning. My son spent 17 years on this earth. Although he didn't get to stay long, I see clearly how God used him in ways I don't even know about yet, and may never know. My own purpose is not fulfilled or I wouldn't still be alive. God isn't finished with my purpose in this life, and if you're reading my book he is not finished with you. We all have a purpose in life and God uses each of us to benefit one another. I am going to use this time to glorify God and reveal how God is good in all things.