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48 I called any of them at that hour I knew it would scare them. After only what I can guess was about five minutes, I calmed down. I felt like I was jumping out of my skin. It was scary. I didn't know if I was having a panic attack, a heart attack or what was happening. I curled up and laid down on the bed to try to relax. I remember falling asleep, after trying to calm my sudden angst by thinking about how I only had two more short days of training to go and then I could plan our annual family beach trip. Knowing I would be together with my whole family on the beach again soon calmed me down. I fell asleep.